11 years ago, when I was hired 15 minutes before
Meet-the-Teacher Night, I was overcome with excitement and honestly, pure
terror. The teacher, who was assigned to my classroom had decorated it with the
cutest decorations and sent out postcards to the kids to introduce herself, decided that she wanted to transfer back to her previous school that morning.
And so, I walked into a fully decorated classroom and met students who thought
I was someone else.
The night actually turned out great and my excitement helped calm my
nerves. It was only until the next day that it hit me. My classroom was
completely EMPTY except for the furniture, the mandatory school signs, and the
name plates that were left behind.
Everything that I had bought and saved up from the Teacher Section at
Dollar Tree was in a big plastic bag and that was it.
Teachers from across grade levels at my school then began dropping off decorations at my door, and I happily and
gratefully hung them on my walls. No specific theme, just whatever that worked
to help run an organized classroom.
Those were the days of NO PINTEREST, NO FACEBOOK GROUPS, and NO INSTAGRAM.
There were few teacher blogs around, and seriously I didn't even know of them
because I had not even of such a thing until much much later (silly me). But
with the limited digital and instant source of ideas at my fingertips, I didn't
really feel pressure one way or another my first year of teaching to buy or
have much.
My classroom was decorated, but according to today's standards, it was
pretty empty and plain. However, I had one of the most memorable years in that
classroom with my students and wouldn't change it for the world!
For new teachers today, it's different. Way different. And I get it. While
it's inspiring and exciting to see so many ideas for your classroom, it can
literally be OVERWHELMING! Everywhere you look, the bar for teaching has risen
so high with so much talent, creativity, and innovation, that you can't help
but to question your own talent and creativity. I know, because even after all
these years I still doubt and question my own ability.
But, what I want you to know is that you are ENOUGH. Yes. YOU ARE
ENOUGH.
Beautiful decorations are nice to have. Bright colored bins are pretty and eye-catching. Laminated colorful supply labels make your classroom very organized. But none of that can
replace a GOOD teacher. To get to this point in your life, you have had to
complete hours of observations in the classroom, hours of volunteer work with children,
passed amazingly hard college and state exams, and jumped over unbelievable
hurdles to receive your own classroom. You GOT this. You are ENOUGH.
Don't feel overwhelmed and intimidated with what's out on only display on
social media. Know that what is posted on teacher accounts and profiles mostly
relate and pertain to ideas and resources for all teachers because they are
afterall, teaching accounts. You do not have to have all those things to be a
GREAT teacher.
You just have to do the best you can everyday with your own students. That
is the most important thing of all!
So don't feel intimidated or pressured in anyway. You GOT THIS. You really
do.
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